What is hate My Friend?

dislike intensely; feel antipathy or aversion towards; Antipathy - a feeling of intense dislike. How can some one be saved, & hate some one so much, if you have so much anger, you need to get right with the Lord, You may need to check up, to see if your saved, check up buddy. You know who you are then you wonder why people don't want to be around you, watch your self you are so full of yourself. Love you man , but come on, you make it so much harder for people to be around you. You make yourself to look this way, no one has to say anything your actions speak louder than words. You say you love some one, but you don't show it, love is an action you show it, my wife always says. You don't treat some one you love like dirt, your digging your own grave I know you have nothing to lose, but you have a lot to gain if you change your action, if you get saved , you might want to start with that, I t may not sound like it, but I am not angry @ you, your lost, is all I can get out of your actions. I will pray for you so hard , I will shed tears for you, you keep sinking & sinking into your own little depression sir. You have lost the one dearest to your heart, & you ask yourself why ? You shouldn't you know why. The sad part is that you think your innocent in all this , but your actions are speaking so loud my friend. You think you can hide behind your anonymous or putting some one else to comment, that is straight out cowardliness, do it right man do it the way it's suppose to be. You broke it, fix it, is my advice, own up to it, be a man for once in your life. You call me trashing out the other person involved, how in the world is that suppose to want me to help you, you have to help your self first, own up to it. I am not choosing a side at all, I don't know your story, & that is the truth. You made a choice of the words to come out of your mouth, & your actions, Lord know what you did, but you need to deal with it, stop being such a baby, & fix it, maybe time is my advice. Don't annoy. Stop being so jealous, you going nuts by your self. I am not going to sugar coat nothing, you choose to be who you are, you choose to be mean, you choose to be unhappy, you do it, now your the victim give me a break, be a man. I am here you called me, now I am calling you , & you wont answer why, huh, just stop already, take your time with this you need to get saved or your to backslidden it sounds like your lost. I just don't know anymore, I thought you would change, I thought you would make an effort, you cannot control another adult life, they are not children, yes I may act like a kid once in a while, you know chill out, have some fun, have some joy in your heart, be a kid once in a while. I was that way no one would see me smile, I was always too serious, but you know what I have a joy inside me knowing that I am HIS child, & I will be with HIM forever, when I go to meet HIM, that joy my friend where is it, is it really in you, cause your not showing it, I had to change. I was saved still acting like the world, but when you really get saved, you heart changes you want to serve HIM, you want to please HIM. Where is that Joy? I ask you my friend, you have lost it all, all that you love. You may still have your possessions, but an adult my friend is not a possession. You can only win that heart back, by coming to grips of what you yourself have done, yes your love must of said something, or done something displeasing to you, But you have to start with yourself. I had to change my way of life, I was on the verge of losing my love, @ one time, but I knew it was me. My love would tell me all the time what was wrong with us, but I , yes I, choose to ignore it, I choose to do what I wanted. Till that day came when the LORD, brought me to my knees, & put me in a position, where I finally saw what was going on around me. I was so engulfed with me me me me, always me, you live for your love, you live for HIM, learn that. It was PRIDE, my friend, pride cometh before destruction, where is your pride @/ Has it gotten a hold of you? Don't let it my friend, you have only material possessions to lose my friend, But, But, maybe, maybe some time in the future your love will come back to you, it is up to you, will you choose this day, night , hour, what you will do? Will you strive for something better in your life, or be stuck in a rut, with nothing. You are ultimately responsible, for your life, the choices you make my friend, yes they all have consequences, either it be good or bad you will have to live with them, or with out THEM, You my friend have chosen this path, there is no going back to this path, but you can make a new one, even better path, which path will you take, you have a choice, this path your on is of no good will come out of it. Make yourself a new path ,with better things in it, change the way you get down this path, I am not saying only you have to change, but it starts with you. If, only if, If you really do change then will this path be better. I am not saying for anything in the world, that this path of life will ever be easy, no path is smooth. But how you handle those bumps, my friend, calm, steady, grounded, rooted, will have effect on this path down the line. Stay strong, don't give up hope, just time to heal, my friend.