Dieciseis

Today was a usual day @ work started with a cup of coffee, & some oatmeal to keep warm. There was tension @ work since that guy got fired from work, I know everyone @ work is thinking am I next, myself included. I found out @ work they are going to BIG BROTHER our Internet access, which I don't care I usually am not on jaiku anymore I am trying to do more work , I am an example so I better be working all the time. Well as I was finishing work about to leave I get a call from chuck, long conversation though I told him what I needed to say, but in a loving way, we ended our conversation, I told him I love him, not in a gay way, but I would be praying for them. Church was awesome, brought me to my knees to repent of some stuff, & ask God to make me the Christian man I need to be, Christian husband to my wife, Christian Father to my boys. I love my pastor would do anything for him, so don't mess with him you got to get through me first, he he, j/k, or am I. He left everything to follow the will of God in his life, I pray so hard we would get right with God, & help bring in more families, I don't want Pastor to work, He needs to be supported by the church, just my opinion. After church I went with J, to Rudy's, mmmmmmmm, had some good talk on the way over there, @ Rudy's, & on the way back. Good fellowship, He was telling me his testimony of when he got saved, I was in the pool, when John was talking to him about getting saved. All of a sudden John starts crying, yelling J Got Saved, Praise the Lord. I wanted to cry when J was telling me, but I had to be strong, for J of course. Its weird I have cried in front of him when I got filled with the Spirit, when I was hearing my favorite hymnal, In The Garden. We were on the way to wall bangers that day. On what Jesus did for me, man that gets me every time. I guess I am just a big crybaby. I don't care its because of what God can do for us, & we don't deserve nothing, but hell. Thank God for his Mercy, oh Mercy, yes Mercy Lord, Sorry gotta go pray now. Laters .Night All