Bribbed

Tia Debbie bribing Mike to dance for a couple of bucks @ the Game.

David home run #2

This was Davids last game of the season, I told him I would put him on YouTube if he hit hard, so I have to put it on now I guess, hehe. Looked like the first base man was going to takle him.

Hey

J took my camera & took a picture, "Hey".

Upset

Whos upset, NOT David.No one wants to play with me.

Cheese

I flipped the camera over my shoulder & this is what I took a picture of, Hello Mike.

Tradition

Wallbangerbound, & the Best Buy, hehe, need I say more hear comes the Wallbanger bound mobile on Fridays.

Hello

Hi baby, you will probably get mad cuz I put this up, hehe, beautiful. Love You

Vacation

I so need a vacation, I am so burned out & just keep telling myself another week. I am so ready for that 3 day weekend in Louisiana. Just to get away from here, from work I mean. I love to work, & I know I have to work to support my family. But sometimes you just need to get your mind off of work. I also need to see about finishing the house, almost so close. I get excited seeing the house like that it looks totally different. If I was lost & wouldn't have no desire to go to church I would of probably already finished the house, but when Sundays come around I have no other desire to be in the house of God. I know it is in his timing, & it will be great. I like to do stuff around the church that need to be worked on, I figure if I give my time to the house of God, He will bless me in time to work on my house. My house maybe old, but it is mine, well "ours". he he. I have so many big plans, but I don't let my wife know because if i tell her I might get home & she already has started the project, love you baby. She is wonderful, when I had to do plumbing outside like sewer lines, she was out there digging the trenches also. She is a really hard worker, & is always looking for ways to make it easier for me thank you, baby. I love my life, & everything in it. It all has its place its connection to it all. I just owe it all to Jesus. If it weren't got Jesus, I don't even want to think where I would be right now. Got to move forward, "keep keeping on" not stagnant going nowhere in the Christian walk. I just owe it all, all to Jesus. Thank you Lord, for my Brothers & Sisters in Christ. Just rambling here 2 work waiting for the guys to finish there work so I can go home. Gonna head out to Wallbangers Lord Willing. See Ya

Thinking

Just here in my thoughts, the other day me & my friend were sitting in his truck in my driveway. Just talking having really in depth talks about our lives & where we have been & how things are now. Now I am in this situation where my baby is sick, he has a lump in his throat & it was going down, but this Sunday again it started to swell up. I just get lost in my thoughts of him, & try not to get after him so much, but I still have to be Dad & lay down the law. When he was in the hospital I thank the Lord for everyone that went by, & called to check up on him. That same week @ work we just got slammed with work I couldn't even think straight, I was screwing up my work big time, forgetting orders to go pick up peoples household goods when they are going to move. It was bad I did it 3 days in a row. I talked to my boss I told him what was going on I apologized, & he just looked @ me & said, "Its okay, we will fix it". Man I just wanted to give him a hug, but I held back, he he, this was in Thursday. Well David went into the hospital on Sunday, & then Monday was memorial day so I had off. When I went to work on Wednesday I get a call about 9AM, I say hello, then a little voice comes on & says," Hello Daddy, what is taking you so long". Man my heart just sunk I start to get teary eyed in front of everyone @ work. Then I tell David, "taking me long for what Baby?". He tells me ,"To get over here". Now my eyes are all watery. Then I tell him,"Daddy's @ work baby I will be over there during lunch then after work". Then he tells me "Okay I thought you went to the house to get clothe for me, Love you Daddy". Then he hands the phone over to his momma then we talk, & hang up. Then afterward then everyone @ work knew something was wrong, & they start asking, & so on & so on. Well we get this ordeal done in the hospital, but now it seems it is coming back so pray for David so they can take this thing out. I don't know how to handle this, this is my baby, & he is hurting & there is nothing Daddy can do to make it feel better. Well I have to confess one thing that is just killing me & eating me alive, it is that, that night on Saturday David was crying because he was afraid of the dark & I yes I told him to stop crying, & he starts telling me his throat hurts........& yes the jerk that I am told him that I don't believe him anymore that his throat hurts.....Then what do you know the next day he wakes up so swollen, I cant take this anymore, my baby was hurting & didn't believe him, It hurts so bad & I just don't, know what to do anymore. I Make myself to be this really tough father, but I love my babies. I still have to put my foot down when things need to be addressed. My baby was hurting, I just didn't believe him. Now I am just looking @ him & he is so forgiving, why cant we be like little kids in the forgiving business. We screw up, & they just look at us and tell us its okay. Now I look at them if they are hurt I look at it different, I don't want to push my boys away. I want them to be able to talk to me. It was a tough week that week, I try not to deal with things, I just try to sweep them under the rug, & forget about them. But you know what someday you will have to confront those things. I screwed up I didn't listen to my baby when he was hurting that will always be there, in my head in my heart. I am just rambling on it so late I have to work in the morning, I ask that you say a prayer for my David. I don't know what is going to happen next, he has to see the doctor on Friday so pray for that, I want them to just take it out already.Night all