Thursday, February 5, 2009

Testimony

Well lately I have been miserable due to a bad tooth ache, some may say awe just a tooth ache, but if you haven’t had one so severe it makes you want to cry, & makes your eyes all watery it really hurts. Well I have been like that for the past 2 days, & I pray I have time to go to Mexico to get it out, because I haven’t really been sleeping. When I left work on Wednesday, well trying to leave the alarms from the warehouse were tripped so there I go to go to remove stuff from the path of the laser beams, some doors weren’t locked so when I go to leave I have to go searching thru the warehouse to clear this up. I finally do finish this but before I leave I send an email to my boss asking him to show the head warehouseman how to check the alarms before he leaves I know he used to do it before, but we have a new alarms system so I didn’t know if he knew how, oh yeah I copied the warehouseman on it so he could see what I was talking to the boss about. So he then in the morning emails me, & the boss of course saying, he knows it his responsibility to check the alarms, blah, blah, blah, making excuses saying the other guys come into the warehouse. Letting me know I don’t have to tell the boss, but I have to because I answer to him for what goes on. Well as I was typing a strongly worded email, the boss comes to my office telling me he already sent an email to the warehouseman, to check it. So I did, & he had written back to the warehouseman, & copied me on it, just telling him what I meant short, & simple. It was nothing like ragging on him or nothing like that. Then I erased the e-mail I was going to send, because it wasn’t worth my time, & the hassle of bickering, I just thought of my testimony, & not say a word, just smile when I see him. Then later on he sends me another e-mail like nothing had happened, asking on the work schedule for the next day. Isn’t God wonderful how quick we forget HE is in control of everything.

Monday, February 2, 2009

HELP US

Father in Heaven I am depending upon you to touch people’s hearts and lives, only if they could get a glimpse of glory. Amen Lord help us revive the True Christian, those that think they are saved and just playing church, & don’t even know they are lost. Bring convictions upon the Christian to change their lives, starting with me Father. Lord Help Us. Those that look upon the sin of other while we have not looked upon our lives, just because our sin is not visual, doesn’t mean we don’t sin, help us Father. I have seen, and been those kind of Christian that has just looked upon people, & have lost track of You, while You were there I left You, please father don’t let the Christian do this. Help the Preacher that preach the one true word of God, help them keep on the firing line; help them be the example also. Help me Father be an example. Lord I ask that you help the Christian that has not grown with you, that is content to live that defeated Christian life & they don’t even know it, Help them open their eyes, and examine where they were one year ago, & where they are now if there has not been any change any growth, help us realize this. Lord In Heaven, help the Christian stop living such a rebellious life they know better, but yet chose to still rebel, Lord Jesus open their eye on this, Help Us. Lord Life is so short, what have we done for thee in this year, month, day, help us put us on check, check all of us Lord, seems today the church is no longer on fire for your, but the fire begins with me Lord help me Ignite that fire, Lord help my Christian Brothers & sister start their own fire from within Help us realize that this world is going to hell in a hand basket, and are we helping carry this hand basket, check us oh LORD. Seems today, yes today no one cares for anything having to do with YOU Lord. Start that Fire from within, Need some fire starters need some igniters, Help Us, be those Fire starters, those Igniters. Seems nowadays we live in a care free society where do what you want if it feels good, where has the conviction gone O h Lord have I Lord failed you so bad that the conviction is not there no more, I sure don’t wish to be that stumbling block for no one, LORD if it be me search my heart, let me know why, & how I have caused someone not to grow in Christ Jesus. I have not seen any growth so far LORD, How can I change that LORD I beg YOU help US help ME Lord, I love you I need YOU in my Life, LORD. I think of people off the top off my head that I know can grow, but refuse LORD why, are they waiting for your judgment upon them then they will decide to get close to you. Help Us. Help me be a better testimony in any way Lord, HELP US LORD, Be the Christians WE are suppose to be, HELP US JESUS, HELP US. I am tired Lord I get weary Lord, Give us the strength to go on, I would rather burn out for you Lord, than to fade away with the Devil. Sometime people give the devil so much credit for the things that go wrong in their Lives when they don’t realize it, that the devil has backed off, because they are doing it themselves, to themselves. HELP US Lord Help US. In Jesus precious & HOLY name I pray. Wont you Pray with me, when the man of God is at the pulpit asking you to pray with him at the alter do you go with him to try to reach heaven or do you just sit back, & just sit there, you can pray at your pew, but come on come to the alter help the man of GOD. I got an email today from a preacher friend today asking me to help my pastor to keep his hands up like the people did with Moses, it really touched my heart, so will you help keep the preachers arms up so we can reach Heaven, & God will open the windows of heaven, to pour out blessings with abundance. Amen Amen Amen…..