Bad Dream

I had a bad dream Wednesday morning, First I got up @ about 3 AM, because David woke me up. He woke me up to tell me he couldn't find his Lion, which he has had from his first Easter. Well there is about 20 lions going around, but we call it one lion. Some day I will blog about his Lion, & the search party we had once. Any way he woke me up, so I turned on the light found his Lion. I am the great Lion finder j/k. I went back to bed & started dreaming, I was dreaming about traveling, I love traveling. In my dream we had stopped @ a truck stop or something like that. All the men went to the bathroom together & we were with some friends don't remember who really. We were in the restroom when I told David to go outside with the people we were with, so he went. I washed my hands started looking for David asking for him no one had seen him. My heart is beating so fast my chest hurts my heart is breaking. Everyone spreads out looking for him, then I run outside the store, & I see him in the front seat of this old looking car. I am so mad @ my self for sending him out the restroom. I get even more mad @ myself , cause I can't describe the car all I know that it was brown. Old looking car like an 80 kind Plymouth that is what it was. I see him look @ me, we make eye contact, but I don't yell @ him. I see a lady driving the car, David is in the front seat buckled up an all. There is another kid in the back seat, but I don't get a look at him. I start running after the car just kept running, yes this fat man can run. I ran & ran Didn't care about anyone I left behind @ the store. The car was out of my sight I start crying so hard, & my heart is beating so hard in disbelief. "This can't be happening", I tell myself. I start hitchhiking to the next town trying to find my baby, as I am sticking out my hand with my thumb up, a truck stop. It had to be a Ford, I told the driver nah I'll get the next Chevy truck that comes by. j/k. I got on told the driver what was happening he dropped me off @ the next town, @ a gas station. He left said good luck, I looked around & said to myself, Where do I start? It is a small town with a little gs station those you see in the movies, with the no carport over the gas pumps, screen doors as the entrance way. There are 2 gas pumps, those single gas pumps with like globes on top of them. I start walking down the road looking for this brown car, then I wake up with mt heart pounding almost in tears. I had to go check up on the baby, to touch him feel his face and apologize. I know it was a dream , but it felt so real. Then I started praying, God got my attention to start praying for all my boys. This was Davids' Birthday by the way, I had to wake him up before I left to work to hug him & kiss him , & to tell him happy birthday. Don't you just hate those dreams that are so real, that you wake up crying or your heart is racing.

Davids 4th B-Day

This is Davids' 4Th birthday, & I got him this truck from a catalog from work. My wife got him a Game boy, & Melinda send him some really cool picture frames of sports. She also sent him some candy & an outfit, she spoils him.
I can't believe the baby of my family is 4. My, does time fly, where did the time go? I remember when he was born, seeing those really big round eyes brought tears to my eyes. I love kids. I would of had a dozen by now, but hey, I'm not the one giving birth to them. I am satisfied with my 3 boys, and I'm proud to be their daddy. Soon, it will be "dad", & the phrase "daddy," grows away.
My boys are getting so big, they are growing up to fast. I don't want to miss a thing, that is the main reason I got off the road, driving long distance. My David loves the trucks I have @ work, & is always asking if I am going to bring the truck home. David always tells me the story when we moved the Yanez family to loua(Louisiana). He is always telling me, "It would be wonderful if you take me to the Louisiana" those are his exact words.
Today, I came home for lunch so we could eat cake, and David could open his presents. Then after work, we went to church, and had cake and ice cream and brownies. Then we went Mi Rancho, our usual Wednesday night routine with the church. Of course, Jay went to Rudy's, "NONINVITER."
This was Davids' day, and I think that he enjoyed it. (IT WAS HIS REAL BIRTHDAY!!! anonymous)

Friend

Friend I don't know how to say this , but here it goes OK. I have this friend who has become what I consider my best friend part 2. I don't know how you are feeling, and I respect your decision not to talk, Wanting to be left alone to your thoughts and prayers. All I can say is call on Him the One who saved you, you need him. I know your hurting, & don't want to talk even if you did wanted to talk I wouldn't know where to begin. I think I would start by praying ,& praying hard with you. I want to be there for you to be a friend, & to lend you an ear. Jesus will not give you anything you can't handle. You will be tested brother as you start to grow in the Lord, just trust Him. I will pray for your situation that Our Yes Our Lord & Saviour give you the strength you need. Also the comfort in your heart, I pray for God to give you peace. If you need me or any of our church family we are here with you bro. We all take it with you, & we are here if you need us. Get with God you will probably start questioning stuff in you life, but God has a plan brother. Now is not the time to start getting away from God Cleave to him. Just give me a buzz , & I'll be there. Praying for you,

Your Brother in Christ.

Awkward

Tonight we went to Whataburger after church, we got there before the preacher did so we placed our order. Then we went to sit down, & the preacher & his family got there to place their order. My wife & I were sitting down with Sis Kim, while the Pastor was ordering. My wife decides to go wash her hands, & she leaves me there w/Sis Kim. I have nothing against her we always joke around when everyone is around. Sis Kim & I were just sitting there looking around not talking looking @ the kids. Then I told her ,"man this is awkward" & she said ,"what is". Then I told her, "just sitting here not talking". Then the pastor got there & my wife, & I told them about the awkward moment & how I was going to blog about it. I hate it when that happens when you are left in a room you usually don't talk too. Their is that awkward silence or the weird no subject conversation. I just thought it was funny, seemed like a Seinfeld episode or something like that. Then we laughed about it they told me I was weird I thought it would be a cool blog subject. Any of you have those awkward moments of silence. Laters too funny. Love Your Comments.