It was good

It was good to do the ABAD, I felt so addicted more than before. It was great to read all the blogs & commenting. Today was my first day back @ work I felt good cuz people really missed me noone wanted to fill in for me hehe. I found out a coworker from work his name is Mando Gamez please pray for him his wife died on Saturday, & today he received her ashes he just decided to cremate her that is so sad. I don't know what to tell this guy, I could have called him today to offer my condolences, but I heard he is having a cook out on Saturday & they will have beer there so I decided not to call him I might call him tomorrow. She died of Lupus her organ were shutting down & deteriorating, she new she was dying that is the sad part, but I remember him telling me she never stopped drinking. Why do people do that they have beer over after the funeral that is so dumb in my opinion, never understood that even when I was lost. Just pray for me to tell him something to give him some comfort. Hate to end this ABAD like this, but this is a sad subject. Life is but a mist it is gone like nothing in the wind. Just like that she is gone, just like that we can be gone. We never stop to think about that until a death happens. So sad, I never gave her the gospel I feel really bad, every time I saw her she was doped up on drugs or drunk, but that is still no excuse. Pray for me I am trying to be more of an example of a Christian to everyone, I thirst for the word of God I want it I need it in my life. I will be getting bolder for the word of God, I will get revived, I will stand up for Jesus more, I will be more of a testimony, just pray for me.I need it. I want that fire back of when I first got saved, I need it not just for me but for my family's good as well, Just pray please remember me in your prayer I need it I want that fire back in my life. I don't want to be accused of being a Christian that never did nothing for God, I love to preach & teach Gods word. I need your prayers.