Confesion/prayer

I have to confess before you I have been getting a little bitter towards church, seems like no one wants to do anything for God anymore, no one has time for God. Makes me mad, but you know what I need to just keep going on for God no matter who is there, who shows up, who doesn’t show up. I started to get my eyes of off Jesus, & onto the people. I keep asking God, “God why is this not real to them, Why are they not growing, why are they not changing for you, Why dear Lord Why, Help, I drowning over here, drowning in my own sorrow and, pity”. Then I realize I need to snap out of it before I get so far away from God, trying to find a pity party for myself. I keep asking myself how I can be more of an influence, than a hindrance. I don’t want to the stumbling block in any Christian walk especially my families. I have to step up, & be the spiritual leader; I have to be the Christian man God wants me to be. That is my prayer, that I would be the Christian that I am suppose to be, not looking on others, not to be quick to judge, but more compassion for the lost. Yes I am sorry to say Lost people go to church, the saddest thing is that they think they are saved. Lord open their eyes give them the notice, open their heart, let them know where they stand, have them check up before it is eternally too late. It is up to us to invite people to church, it is up to us to lead the to Christ, it is up to me, that is the way I need to put it, it is up to ME. Lord will you hear my humble cry, not for anything for me, but all the Glory to you God. Some people in church don’t know the Holy Spirit, some people have never felt the presence of the Holy spirit, Lord, JUST BE WITH US. Father I ask for your presence not only at church, but with us always in everything we do, help us Lord. I pray Lord Jesus you reveal your self your Glory to our church revive it Lord, Get the Fire going, get the Christian doing, get the Christian walking , not just sitting on the pew, get them involved Lord, I miss it I need it Lord. I need the fellowship, I need you in our Lives forgive me where I have failed, forgive me for I will fail you in the future