Bad Dream

I had a bad dream Wednesday morning, First I got up @ about 3 AM, because David woke me up. He woke me up to tell me he couldn't find his Lion, which he has had from his first Easter. Well there is about 20 lions going around, but we call it one lion. Some day I will blog about his Lion, & the search party we had once. Any way he woke me up, so I turned on the light found his Lion. I am the great Lion finder j/k. I went back to bed & started dreaming, I was dreaming about traveling, I love traveling. In my dream we had stopped @ a truck stop or something like that. All the men went to the bathroom together & we were with some friends don't remember who really. We were in the restroom when I told David to go outside with the people we were with, so he went. I washed my hands started looking for David asking for him no one had seen him. My heart is beating so fast my chest hurts my heart is breaking. Everyone spreads out looking for him, then I run outside the store, & I see him in the front seat of this old looking car. I am so mad @ my self for sending him out the restroom. I get even more mad @ myself , cause I can't describe the car all I know that it was brown. Old looking car like an 80 kind Plymouth that is what it was. I see him look @ me, we make eye contact, but I don't yell @ him. I see a lady driving the car, David is in the front seat buckled up an all. There is another kid in the back seat, but I don't get a look at him. I start running after the car just kept running, yes this fat man can run. I ran & ran Didn't care about anyone I left behind @ the store. The car was out of my sight I start crying so hard, & my heart is beating so hard in disbelief. "This can't be happening", I tell myself. I start hitchhiking to the next town trying to find my baby, as I am sticking out my hand with my thumb up, a truck stop. It had to be a Ford, I told the driver nah I'll get the next Chevy truck that comes by. j/k. I got on told the driver what was happening he dropped me off @ the next town, @ a gas station. He left said good luck, I looked around & said to myself, Where do I start? It is a small town with a little gs station those you see in the movies, with the no carport over the gas pumps, screen doors as the entrance way. There are 2 gas pumps, those single gas pumps with like globes on top of them. I start walking down the road looking for this brown car, then I wake up with mt heart pounding almost in tears. I had to go check up on the baby, to touch him feel his face and apologize. I know it was a dream , but it felt so real. Then I started praying, God got my attention to start praying for all my boys. This was Davids' Birthday by the way, I had to wake him up before I left to work to hug him & kiss him , & to tell him happy birthday. Don't you just hate those dreams that are so real, that you wake up crying or your heart is racing.